for my dear?

yes
do believe your eyes
i have a so called 'dear'

really hard to start about her
first and i believe would be the last in my lifetime
the best luck of me helps me to be connected with her
always

dear
are you looking this?
don't cry out of joy^^

i've made a huge decision for my life
my parents
my family
my world

i really have no faith
many people don't believe that
but i know myself
i have to squeeze my mind utterly
use my effort completely
to get myself through all of the hard cores

no more laziness and relaxation in my dictionary
perhaps holiday i still can become me?myself?
hopefully i can handle these
stress,capacity of memory,accurate mindset,etc.
bless me is indeed