w~e~i~r~d~o~~~

today saw some parts of anatomy
haiz.........
not something i can handle
even one page of it is like hell for me
but when i tell others
they don't really understand me
just FEEL that i am so pretending
whatever
THANKS HAR FOR SO CONFIDENT WITH ME~.~

open school soon!
that means worries doubled
homework doubled
projects doubled
hair fall doubled
emo doubled

friends lesser?
happiness lesser?
memory space of brain lesser?

i'm quite loving myself to enable switching topic fast
sometimes it helps me to cover my wound
more if i say
more do i hurt people
let it hurts meself alone is enough
why must let others engage in your mind
the more you care
the more you might get hurt

whatever
i just hope i will pass my degree well
i'm fighting with time now
to let the most important people
to witness it
once in a lifetime
let's shine!