why

why i have to pretend i'm OK although i'm not?
is there no other way for me to really express ME?
i thought i've found one
but things seemed to be changed while life goes on
i can't blame he/she/it
blame myself to be so EMO=.=

just please lend me a place,some time,a shoulder,a napkin,a hug,a smile,a pity view,or whatever you may give
just don't ignore me,neglect me
i'm someone who will be easily forgotten
i'm trying to play my part well
i'm trying not to disturb others
i'm trying to be as what i said above